tired

well, after the bad last week this one actually hasnt been happier, on monday I had to pick up somestuff from the classroom I was having the exhibit and I didnt place the blackboard so I have benn runing away from that all this days but I may have to go tomorrow, no excuse.
I have been sad, lazy and bored, I made a new big hat to sell and Im starting a new crochet purse that I may end up giving to my lil cousing Sara who lives far away, but Im still sad, I cant believe that I have to take another semester!! I keep feeling bad and a failure even do I have done a lot of amazing stuff and seen my name on different events this Graduation Work feels really bad, and for the first time I addmit I cant find a reason to live.

I know its dramatic but I do, I have been feeling lonely and not having money doesnt help, I seriusly lost on this living thing.