Top 10

he aqui mi top 10 !!

10. Penn Badgley


9.Jim Sturgess


8. Bryan Greenberg



7. Matt Lanter



6.Chace Crawford



5. Matt Czuchry



4.Alex Pettyfer



3. Adam Levine



2. Ian Harding



1. Rob Pattinson




Thats IT!!!
altough Im still missing some guys!!
sadly they dont live here!! jajja!

Look de hoy!

Camiseta:
De ex-libris, solo que tenía un cuello en V muy alto (no gusta), era normalita, le hicieron la impresión en serigrafía y al terminar la feria la corté y rehice el cuello, además le imprimí una camára diana en la parte de atrás ya que soy la jefe de fotografía o ilustración para lo que viene del proyecto.
Pantalón:
No sé de quien era pero estaba en muy buen estado, casi nuevo, botacampana que ayer convertí en casi pitillo, el color es muy bonito y bastante fashionable!

blogger full time job!

Ok, so I have spent the las 4 days feeling sad about my life and kniting while watching Criminal Minds and the new episode of Pretty Little Liars!! yeiii!!
well, I was looking at some blogs right now and it hit me! well, if I wanna do this right I have to write almost everyday and find fun stuff to do, and since there are a lot of english great blogs I may have to wrote back on spanish, hard, but possible! so here it comes!!

la vida continua

y si, ahora hay que seguir adelante, seguro, no pasé TG, pero todo va a salir bien, no es que no tenga talento o pasión por lo que hago, sino que esta un poco dispersa y mal enfocada, asi que este blog va a ser el proyecto de las vacaciones y junto a el, hacer muchas muchas cosas interesantes y documentar todos los procesos (algo extraño) pero si quiero hacer esto bien y de alguna forma vivir de esto, es un buen proyecto.
Asi que bienvenidos!!

shaped heart

some keychains I made for my G.W. to give them away to my dear friends!

tired

well, after the bad last week this one actually hasnt been happier, on monday I had to pick up somestuff from the classroom I was having the exhibit and I didnt place the blackboard so I have benn runing away from that all this days but I may have to go tomorrow, no excuse.
I have been sad, lazy and bored, I made a new big hat to sell and Im starting a new crochet purse that I may end up giving to my lil cousing Sara who lives far away, but Im still sad, I cant believe that I have to take another semester!! I keep feeling bad and a failure even do I have done a lot of amazing stuff and seen my name on different events this Graduation Work feels really bad, and for the first time I addmit I cant find a reason to live.

I know its dramatic but I do, I have been feeling lonely and not having money doesnt help, I seriusly lost on this living thing.

oh crap!

well, today I got my final evaluation, and Im completly sad and confused, first bc I tought I was doing a good job and I was told it was ok, and this week the last one I have been organizing (expending money and time) the las exposition of the work, I also had been told It was good, and today I was so nervous and scared at my final presentation of the work that I guess I didnt sell it right, so at the end I got a really bad grade, I lost it and I may have to start all over again, well start is just a saying bc I just have to finish this carrer even if next semester I end up doing something really different or end up working as an Intern on an agency and that will be all. Easy as hell, just go to a place where everybody tells you what to do and you just have to make little pieces of work and show the time where you make it, thats it!
and with that you end up having a 5 on final grade instead of working your ass off something that will not be enough.

Well, thats kind of the hard part, the stubborn part of me.

I know that the project was really big and that coming really late to work was a mistake, but I work really hard to get it done, to learn, and just as a fashion world known celebritie says, make it work, so I trusted my mind, my director and do as I was told, I tooke the meetings and work with it, and I was really told that I was doing a good work, at the end al least, I worked really hard, till the point I was dreaming about it, whatching all the time non stop the people out in the streets, the way they dressed, the things they carry, the shapes, the brands. Sadly Im really bad at shows, at selling and I got scared, felt numb and little as a criket, and so Im here, thinking about all the things I should have said, thinking about all the times I wanted to stop, when ringo died, when I got all the fights and beyond tired Im confused and disappointed.

I just wish I knew better bc this semester has been really bad.